Say What

Everyone who knows me knows I have a big mouth and this entry is just about that the mouthpiece. I want to talk about the power of words and how we all have the ability to speak good or bad things in our lifes. Its always best to say what you need to say and I'm going to tell you why,because you will never know how you can effect the next persons life.I hate we people say stick and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me because it's so far from the turth words do hurt yes a stick may cause some busies but over time it will heal. Damage that can be done with the tounge can be life changing and the things you say to yourself are far more important than the things anyone else can say, only because you will believe what you tell yourself before you agree with somebody else. So this means you have to speak words of beauty so you will be there. Just as important as it is to speak positive thing to yourself its even more important to listen to encouragement and loving words from others. Your mindset has a lot to do with attitude and that's says a lot about your mood,and what's on your mind comes out your mouth and the mouth speaks for the heart. So just be real with yourself first and then never bite your tongue!!!that's shit hurts.

Fierce Female

I'm glad to be me in life am exactly where I'm supposed to be in life I live just for me in life, I can be what I want to be in life. Anything I put my heart into I will succeed at in life. I will always be strong ambitious and I will never give up on my dreams.that's right!

Find "Your"Love

Love is something that I've been in search of all my life and, even now I feel that the pursuit of happiness will be even harder to find. I really miss my mother she passed away three years ago this month,the only love I ever known. I think of her everyday. Family is very important to me, because these are the people who are going to be around no matter what. I can recall a time when my family wasn't as close as we are today,I'm so glad those days are over. Now days we spend more time laughing then crying together but, as for me after all the descions that I have made and tears I have cried I can honestly say that now I have grown to be a strong respectable woman. I have become more smarter and learned how to control my attitude something I couldn't do as a teenager because I cared too much about what other people think or said about me, now I'm a "grown woman" and that feels great. I'm really starting to see that the most important thing in the world is the ocean because not matter how great a person or how famous you are, you will never be more important than the ocean.I'm really blessed to be able to wake up every morning and do something I love. I'm proud of everything im doing in life right now, now if I can only find someone to love me.

" Did I miss something"

So where do I start...first off I want to thank God for being the head of my life.This is all kinda of new to me because I haven't had a journal since I was ten maybe eleven years old. Man, I miss writing so much. It's has always been so special to me because my thoughts are all I have. Blogging is so dear to me because I love the feeling of writing my heart out knowing that I'm not alone. These past years have been like a terrible reality tv show in my opinion. An this is the one positive way I found to deal with it all, I'm still standing though. Its like so much I want to say, let's just pray that my hand doesn't fall asleep. I pray this blog helps me whenever I fall apart, and maybe these words could touch someone else who's trying to find their way. I have to give thanks to God for making it this far. Man I really wish I could tell y'all everything. I feel like I need alot of healing for my soul,my heart and mind I done been through some thangs Ok. Even though I been standing strong for so long I'm damaged and in need of urgent care. Over the past few years so many things have happened it seems that I haven't had any time, place, or space to process my thoughts at all So hopefully this will do the trick.

more than you know

There is a lot of things on my mind right now that I just want to share with you, my heart is so full today and at the same time so weak. I wonder all the time how did I get this way, halfway loving myself and being to selfish to give any love away. Some would say that am scared but that's not the case maybe a little bused, but I'm still blessed to have the strength to smile anyways. I worry about my life after thirty how cold hearted a could possibly be, because I never let anyone give their love to me. But relationships are hard and marriage always leads to hate so being alone seems to be the only way. I continue to love myself and learn how not to let me down, and to believe in myself and that feels great. Protecting my heart has been a gift and a curse in so ways, and has hurt me in more ways than one being a broken-hearted girl is getting old "more than you know".

"chances make champions"

In life I've learned that u can't do it all alone their is always going to be someone else that knows a little more than u do. An in some cases you maybe the one to save the day but whatever the universe has planned for you, one thing you should always remember is to believe in yourself and have the faith to ensure that your tomorrow will be brighter then your yesterday. 'So this may mean at some point or another your going to have to take a chance' You may have to relocate your home, or take a new job, meet new friends. And the best thing you can do while taking that leap of faith is stay encouraged. Theirs always going to be somebody or something trying to interfere with your destiny. So set your goals and set them high stay focus and remember nothing worth having comes without a fight. So for you to become a champion you at less have to try.

AmbitiousGurls: Ladies First!!!!

AmbitiousGurls: Ladies First!!!!: Good mornings all you out there, this entry will be short and sweet but empowering. I'm going to very honest about this ladies respect ...