Find "Your"Love

Love is something that I've been in search of all my life and, even now I feel that the pursuit of happiness will be even harder to find. I really miss my mother she passed away three years ago this month,the only love I ever known. I think of her everyday. Family is very important to me, because these are the people who are going to be around no matter what. I can recall a time when my family wasn't as close as we are today,I'm so glad those days are over. Now days we spend more time laughing then crying together but, as for me after all the descions that I have made and tears I have cried I can honestly say that now I have grown to be a strong respectable woman. I have become more smarter and learned how to control my attitude something I couldn't do as a teenager because I cared too much about what other people think or said about me, now I'm a "grown woman" and that feels great. I'm really starting to see that the most important thing in the world is the ocean because not matter how great a person or how famous you are, you will never be more important than the ocean.I'm really blessed to be able to wake up every morning and do something I love. I'm proud of everything im doing in life right now, now if I can only find someone to love me.