" Did I miss something"

So where do I start...first off I want to thank God for being the head of my life.This is all kinda of new to me because I haven't had a journal since I was ten maybe eleven years old. Man, I miss writing so much. It's has always been so special to me because my thoughts are all I have. Blogging is so dear to me because I love the feeling of writing my heart out knowing that I'm not alone. These past years have been like a terrible reality tv show in my opinion. An this is the one positive way I found to deal with it all, I'm still standing though. Its like so much I want to say, let's just pray that my hand doesn't fall asleep. I pray this blog helps me whenever I fall apart, and maybe these words could touch someone else who's trying to find their way. I have to give thanks to God for making it this far. Man I really wish I could tell y'all everything. I feel like I need alot of healing for my soul,my heart and mind I done been through some thangs Ok. Even though I been standing strong for so long I'm damaged and in need of urgent care. Over the past few years so many things have happened it seems that I haven't had any time, place, or space to process my thoughts at all So hopefully this will do the trick.